My emotions are so mixed up right now. I want to laugh. I want to cry. I want to shout with rage at the top of my lungs and break things. I want to bury myself in my room and withdraw from the world entirely. My stomach is so churned up I feel sick.
It is Momapos;s birthday today. I called her to wish her happy birthday and to check and see if she got the bouquet of flowers I ordered. She said she did, and "thank you it is beautiful". Then she went on to tell me that she drove herself to the post office to get stamps and got a ticket for parking. This is a woman whose Alzheimerapos;s is progressing and should not ever be behind the wheel of a car. She kept trying to tell me more details, and I just kept saying, "Mom, I donapos;t want to know." From the way it sounds, she did something with her parking that was really crazy, because she said she came out and there were cop cars around her car. That the cops were asking her if she was on medications, and ended up having to call my brother because she was all confused. Iapos;m going to call my brother tomorrow and find out more accurately what happened, and ask why she still has her car keys.
I hate Alzheimerapos;s I hate it Hate it Hate it
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